Know you wanna leave me loveless-
Know you wanna leave me high and dry-
Youre a poisonous substance
And I wanna make you mine, all mine
I dont think Ive had enough yet
I dont think youre getting off my mind-
I dont think Ive woken up yet
I dont think Ive opened up my eyes


Ive been up all night-
Ive been thinking bout the sun and how you flush out light-
How if you dwell upon death you might shut out life-
How every high you provide is just a strung out flight-
To no where
I dont wanna stay stagnant again, nope-
Even worse I think you put me in the negatives
I wont let that happen again, nope-
I felt it all going down like a sedatitive
Oh, just remember that its my fault-
You dont ever have to take accountability-
Put your fist through the dry wall-
When you remember every shitty thing you did to me-

Let it breathe- let it die down-
Let it break- let it go-
I dont see a single place you can hide now-
Everything you are is everything I know-

Know you wanna leave me loveless-
Know you wanna leave me high and dry-
Youre a poisonous substance
And I wanna make you mine, all mine

I dont think Ive had enough yet
I dont think youre getting off my mind-
I dont think Ive woken up yet
I dont think Ive opened up my eyes


I had to leave it at once-
Otherwise we’d continue then be in it for months-
Then a year, then a few more- Tears on the blue floor-
You are just a fear that appears like a new born-
My addiction is love, my intuition gets to kickin-
And Im itchin for the drug- on a mission for a buzz-
Give me all that- And Im praying one day you dont call back
I had a vision in my eye, think you saw that-
Cause youd be fucking with my mind before you fall back-
Aw yeah, winter storms into summer days-
I seen it happen in a week, in a week-
I feel it coming but it never stays-
I gotta say, you gotta leave-
Before the meadow turns gray-
You and I together babe, we’ll never turn gray-


Let it breathe- let it die down-
Let it break- let it go-
I dont see a single place you can hide now-
Everything you are is everything I know-

Saturday Mourning:

There's no depositing of checks
My wallet falling into debt
My knowledge calling out
The carnage and the fossils being swept
Under rugs you never saw,
Or in the halls you never stepped,
Tell me when you clean the diamond
Do you polish your regret?
Do you get nauseous and upset?
Turn the faucet to the left,
Soak your face with cold water
When you ponder why I left?
A multitude, of awful views
And shitty picture frames,
Hanging on the wall for you
To alter through and rearrange,
Try to trick the next person into seeing change
Walking through the freezing rain with demons tryna eat your brains,
I got compassion and self respect in their equal lanes,
So when I saw their speeds had changed,
I shifted to an even plane,
You wanna catch up with the sun you gotta leave the rain,
And keep your head up for the kind of love that's gunna ease your pain,
I think I felt you in my blood, like a Phoenix came,
And rose up from the ashes id become after being flames.

You understand it now,
Everything that's handed down
Will soon be handed up,
I gave a fuck, that's my advantage now,
In other words I learned to love
all of the cancer found,
So when you they go to ask me what is healthy I can answer loud
I glance around, the ceilings glass,
And the feelings pass,
Over like a cloud, and I know it now that I'm healing fast,
Life is immoral but we're mortal like Achilles dad,
Tryna hold up all our weight on just a Lilly pad,